Ain't It Just Quaint?

::Verse of the Day::
::Written by me::

Why does it have to be so complicated?
But I can't deny that it's fun and interesting,
I guess that Life simply is an endless cycle, a running stream,
Flowing down ever so gently,
Life's but a dream,
Yet it can be of falsified things.

Been a long time since I've blogged. Been so lazy! Yet... busy. Unfortunately. Have so many tuitions till I wanna quit. NOT. Really. But I've got my friends to fall back on so I don't really mind. Nothing much to update, I'm afraid. Just the fact that I simply love the song "In My Arms" by Plumb right now. Church is awesome as always, school busy, life...is... complicated as usual. I think I'll finish this random post with.. what I'm gonna write next. Yep.

May our sorrows be forgotten,
Sins be forgiven,
Life be filled with fun and love,
As well as happiness.

Hope deferred makes the heart sick.
A dream is the tree of life.

-Simply composing

Happy New Year!

An epic start of a new long journey,
Filled with focus and determination,
As I wonder about the heresy,
A new goal, new aim, has been set in my mind,
I hope to accomplish so by myself for once, in a journey.
It is the closing of the previous chapter, the start of the next;
The closing curtain for the previous drama,
The opening veil of the next.
The dawn shimmers, bringing a new light to the world,
Embracing the world one more,
Shattering the previous darkness for all hope is not lost,
Hoping that this will be better than the previous,
Filling with extraordinary unimaginable changes.

With this, I say to all of you and wish you
A very Happy New Year!

Home

::Verse of the Day::
::Written by me::

It's been a long time since my fingers tapped on the keyboard,
Ever so rhythmically and clacking all the way,
The sound of music beating in my ears as each tapping finger makes itself known,
As I continue on the Christmas board.
As the music of "Love Story" plays,
I wonder if there even is a way and what role love plays,
In Life and Death, in Joy and Pain.

I'm curious, pondering this every day,
But to understand this, whether fortunate or not to say,
I have to experience it for myself,
for it is the only way.

And so my mind wanders yet again, to another part of my soul,
My heart, my mind, my spirit.
To the depths 'tis time, where I have ne'er venture into before,
The language of Old English plays out in my head,
As the music continues with its play.

Friends, I truly think, are one of the wonders of the world,
They are one of a kind, with a sense of individuality,
Whether they're simple or complex; 'tis matters not,
For they'll be just there, for always and eternity.

But 'tis not the matter which haunts me.
In fact, what haunts me haunts me every day.
My mind, my heart, my soul and spirit.
It is always there, in the shadows, lurking.
It truly haunts me.
It haunts my dreams; shattering my thoughts,
Never leaving me, for it is a part of me already.

Nevertheless, I will leave it alone for now.
For it is good to be home and well.

EMERGE

::Verse of the Day::
::Written by me::

Life is truly wonderful,
Full of gifts, wonder and magic,
There's so much to love and to be in awe of.
I feel as if I'm soaring across the skies,
Laughing freely, loving it,
Because my friends and I, everyone
are Arising!

I can't believe Emerge is already over! It has been a truly awesome, power-packed three days filled with meaning and fun. Rev. Dr. Kong Hee was the main speaker. Pastor Kevin and Esther, were there too of course. Some celebs attended the event as well! =) Will list them off after this. Anyway, congrats to MINT for winning Best Cluster and Emerge! Go MINT! xD Lol. Can't believe that VU CONQUERED the Design and Media competitions. O.O And YES, I mean ALL OF THEM. Seriously! SMU did a pretty awesome job as well =D

Imagine my shock when I learnt that Jay Chou, Jacelyn Tay and FIR were CHRISTIANS also. I was like "WHAT!? Are you kidding me?!" CHC is trying to get a hold of Jay Chou to come Emerge next year. And FIR also. If they come, I will honestly 99.9% fall off wherever I'm sitting in shock. Or something equally ridiculous. I think. Hahaha. =)

Attendance at Sunway Convention centre.. 3 days... 5 sessions.. I think all sessions got at least 2500 people O.O That's a lot of people I tell you! Yesterday's 6pm session, the last one, I reckon more than 3000 people O.O What else? Oh yeah! CHC released their FIRST MUSIC ALBUM. It's called "Unbeilivable". They have T-shirts with that word on it. And their T-Shirts.. really nice design. Material not bad also! =D I bought the CD. And the shirt. I listened to the CD at home. LOVE IT. =)

List of celebs who I know attended. I didn't attend Friday's session as well as Sunday morning's so if I miss out a few, don't sue me. =D Some I forgot. >.< I did my best to learn their names though @.@

• Wan Chean (Astro Star 2008 Winner)
• Shawn Lee (Malaysia's No.1 Beatboxer)
• Amber Chia (Enough said)
• Wei Chean (Taiwanese star. Is local)
• Hannah Tan (Enough said)

So.. yeah. That's whom I know who came.

Anything else? Hmm.. Oh yeah, this guy, Richard Tan, was the Emerge's Got Talent winner. He won RM1000, RM500 Crocs voucher... annndd... What else? I forgot Oo But really awesome prizes! He ROCKED the house with the song "Born to be Wild". LITERALLY. Everyone were like suddenly honestly energetic. The atmosphere practically CHARGED with electricity. He's like, Malaysia's version of Adam Lambert, courtesy of CHCKL of course xD

And there was this competition where the champions would win a LAPTOP home. No, really! I'm NOT KIDDING!

There was also an arm-wrestling competition. -amused- There were three categories. =D MINT won one of them. Oh yeah! MINT won the drama and POS competition as well! GO MINT! SMU, if I'm right, they took.... 2nd place for POS? Congrats to them as well! =D And there was also these group of people, called "Katoon Network" did an awesome dance performance. Very creative and amazing to watch. =)

Wow, this is a really long post. I THINK that's the end of it. Byebye~

-Love, love, love CHCKL. Can't wait for next year's Emerge!

A Toast!!

::Verse of the Day::

::Written by me::

Freedom is all and well,
Life's good, hanging on,
Better than that, lovin' life,
Thank you God for these friends of mine.

Be spontaneous not strenuous,
Chill out, take a break, have fun,
After all, it won't do you any harm,
So chill out and have some fun.

Well, good news. EXAMS ARE DEAD!! They died on the night before Halloween. Ooo, scary O.O lol! Anyways, I'm chilling out and having some fun. =D After all, exams are done! Cool, that rhymed. Erm, anyway, I'm so happy that exams are dead! Ka-put! Mati-ed! xDD

I propose a toast to the death of exams! -raises cup of tea- lol.

-toast- =)


Oh, and to also Xiao Fern for turning 17 =) Hehe.. Now she can get driver's license! Lol hahaha. xDD Hehe... OK that's it for now.

Ciao!

-Freedom!

Anything and Everything

::Verse of the Day::
::Written by Me::

Thinking that there's everything,
Everything you need,
But deep inside there's a void,
Which you're now wishing to be filled,
Filled with something, anything.

The most exquisite would be the following,
Love, joy, happiness, pleasure and delight,
The most disliked would be others such as,
Hate, betrayal, death and revulsion.

Wishing for something,
Something you may never get,
So far yet so close,
Making you wonder if there're miracles.

..Wondering, wishing, praying, hoping..

That you'll get it, for you so crave it.

It's been a long time since I posted, isn't it? But anyway, Life's good so far. Really enjoyed the CG outing, dated onnnnn:: 25th October. Had loads of fun! xD Pics are on Vincent's facebook =) Exams -shudders- are coming. @.@ Finals too. Wish me luck!

Anyway, as you can see, the verse of today is about wishing for something that one craves, for example, me. I crave for something that's so close but yet so far. Wishing for it. Hoping for it. Praying for it so there wouldn't be the emptiness that's been made. The emptiness inside, which some may don't even know it exists although it can be felt...

Sayonara~

-Wishing for something that's so far yet so close

A Touch of Truth about People

::Verse of the day::
:: Written by me::

There was a girl, of great ideals,
Wanting to embrace freedom that prevailed,
Wanting to enjoy life to the fullest,
With both friends and family,
Yet to her, some friends were family,
Eventhough not related by blood,
instead by friendship,
To her it was complete serenity.

People..

There are many kinds of people out in the world. Selfish, ungrateful ones. Power-hungry, manipulative, charismatic ones. And some.... that you would want to be friends with for the rest of your life despite the difference in both personality and looks.

Yet.. You can't simply judge someone eventhough you've known them for so long. Cause maybe, just maybe there's still a part of that person you haven't seen because it has been hidden during the time you've known that person. You think you know the whole of that person when you know so much but yet so little. Sometimes this just applies to some people but you can't change that cuz' it's just life.

But, maybe, just maybe...

One day....

Everyone who are close to you will know the whole of you.

-Wishing for something that may not be able to get.

I'm Not Dead =P

::Verse of the day::
~Written by Me~


Somewhere, wonders are alive,
Wonders only, and no despair,
You can run freely through the fields,
Humming some nice tunes,
Yet a part of you, a very small part,
Feels reluctant to part,
From the things that you love,
The things that you really need,
But you know this ain't the end,
And it won't yet be.

I know I haven't posted for a week plus. I'm posting to let u noe I ain't dead. But I was very busy. Oh, and I love cell group. I love church. Bah, scratch those comments.

I love 99.9% of my life right now. For the 0.1% which I don't really love...well, this verse will describe it.

I know the fears you carry,
The burdens you hold,
Yet I want to ask of you,
Can you let a little go?
Wanna run free, like the breeze,
Like the wind and leaves falling from trees,
I don't wanna regret later,
When I could be doing it now,
So yea, please at least try to let a little of me go.

Byebyee!!~~

Why

Why must they do this,
I thought they trusted me,
Seems I was wrong,
Wrong about everythin'.
I thought they would let me go,
Let me handle it on my own,
But no, they don't want to,
They're scared, afraid for me,
I understand, I appreciate it,
But I wanna go,
Wanna try it out on my own,
Wanna step out into the world,
But they don't wanna let me go,
Why must they do this,
Why can't they understand,
I need to do this for myself,
Need to understand it on my own,
Wanna try, it's not like I want to be an adult, no,
I just wanna try, wanna know on my own,
Now I just don't know,
What to do,
Cuz' they've broken my trust and my respect for them,
Now I'm trapped in another web,
Falling deeper everytime I cry,
I'm in nowhere, there's no sky,
No friend, no light,
I just don't know.

I Know It's Just Life

::Verse of the Day::
-Written by Me-

Life's going good,
Managed to make a compromise,
Instead of getting stuck,
I actually had luck this time,
Thank you this God of mine.

Also, I have good friends,
Both old and new,
I thank my God that I have both,
I like them all,
But today I found out about one,
Who has told me and my other friends lies.

I feel betrayed, cause it's happening again,
Same thing, but this time it ain't family, but friend,
Hurt to bring this up but I have to, for my own sake,
So I can express myself and my pain,
And wonder why is this happening again.

But a part of me understands,
That it's just part of life,
Yet I still feel hurt,
But I know it'll be okay,
A part of me says "Nevermind"
Cuz' I have friends who I can trust and confide in,
So yea, it's just life.

The friend who lied is someone I'm referring to is from school. NOT my CHC or cell group friends =)

But sadly, it's just life, so yeah... I'll get through it xD

-Appreciating Life and Knowing its just a Neverending Cycle =D